colorectal cancer

 

When I was 50 and supposed to get a colonoscopy, my friend was also getting one.  I was with her when she was drinking her prep and she complained about it so much, I made the decision that there was no colon cancer in my family so I would be okay.  At 65, changes were happening and I decided I should get the colonoscopy.  I'm glad I did because a cancerous tumor was found.  It was small, Stage 1 and only 1 inch long; however, because it was so low in the rectum, surgery was not an option as it would leave me with a permanent ostomy bag.  Therefore, I was treated as a Stage 3.

I went through 6 weeks of radiation in April and May 2025, which eradicated the tumor.  Because those cancer cells have some free radicals, I had to go through chemo as well because....just in case.  Originally, they had me down for 6 cyles of chemo and, believe me, chemo is no joke!  The things it does to your body is amazing!  That first day by the time I got home, I could not touch nor drink anything cold.  I had decided to choose joy the entire time so I just found it fascinating how my body was responding to this poison as opposed to how awful I felt.  It helped me stay positive and I was able to make fun of it all.  I was told early on that I would be okay due to my positive attitude. 

After 3 cycles, I had to question why I had to go through so much as I was told that there was a hole where the tumor was.  I asked my radiologist how the new radiation machine worked, i.e., does it blast the tumor or just shrink it to nothing.  I was told that it shrinks it, not blasting it throughout my body.  I spoke with my oncologist about this and we agreed that I could be done in 4 cycles.  I was excited and relieved.

When I got home, I wondered it I messed myself up and instead of worrying, I went to God because he had been with me the entire time----especially starting the 4th week of radiation.  I asked Him to give me a sign at my next appointment.  If the doctor asked how I felt and if I could do another cycle, then that would tell me I still have it in my and I should do the last 2 cycles.  However, when I walked in on that last day, the doctor immediately congratulated me on my last session.  I trusted that God had this taken care of this.  

A couple of weeks after I was done, I met with my surgeon who did a probe and found something he didn't like.  He took a piece for a biopsy and said it would take a few days for the results to come.  If it was cancer, I would have surgery and a permanent ostomy bag.  The great thing was that I wasn't nervous!  It was the first time that I trusted God 100% and He did not let me down.  The surgeon never did call, but when I checked my records, the biopsy contained nothing malignant. I was so sure of God's promise to me that I didn't even give a huge sigh when I read it.  I KNEW I was done with this cancer!

I haven't been writing on this blog for a while, but I've kept it, hoping I would continue to write.  Since this is an exercise blog, I wanted to let you know that because I was in shape and had some muscle mass, my outcome was good.  Muscles are amazing!  I will tell you what muscles do for you next time.

muscles help with your cancer diagnosis

When I was completing the questionnaire at the oncologist's office, I noticed that it was more detailed than a regular doctor.  Because of that and as a Toastmaster, I wanted to find out why so I could pass it along.  You see, when I started exercising, I only knew it was good for me; I didn't know how good it was, especially strength training.  Strength training not only makes you feel younger, it builds muscle that helps with all kinds of ailments. Regarding my cancer, I found out that (1) muscle mass is associated with better cancer outcomes; (2) It helps Stage 1 tumors from growing further; (3) It potentially lowers the risk of recurence and mortality; and (4) It is supposed to help with side effects. Is that amazing or what?

As mentioned earlier, I only had a one inch tumor.  I don't know how long it was in process, but it was 15 years that I should have had a colonoscopy, but looking back and realizing that what I thought was just growing older, it had to have been in the making for at least 3-5 years, and yet, it was only one inch.  Most people I spoke with had tumors in the double digits.  As far as recurrence & mortality, I will have to let you know in 10 years about that.  Well, we can't have everything. I thought I had horrible side effects and they began by the time I got to the car.  By the time I got home, I was unable to drink or touch cold.  Even going to the grocery store, I wore gloves and closed shoes.  I learned that the hard way!  I had many other side effects, but the neuropathy was the worst. Finally, I felt like God had been preparing me for this for years since I believe it was Him that led me to the place that changed my life through exercise.  I'm not a planner, but I'm sure glad I've been exercising, specifically, building muscle for all these years.  Muscles are amazing!  Exercise is hard and not a lot of fun, but the results make it worth it!